Saturday, November 21, 2009

Tiring day!
Woke up at 8 plus, went to school for Maths test
Took the UCSI van to the train station with Vincent
Talked to a psychology newbie in the van
Then took the lrt to Masjid Jamek station
Got on the monorail to KLCC
Filled up my stomach with RotiBoy :)
Bought concert tickets: the one with Dithyrambic singers & the little Mozart evening >.<
Walked around here and there in KLCC ( no Chanel pls Vincent hehe )
Took the monorail to Dang Wangi station. err.. did we?
no sorry I can't really remember the trail we took after we left KLCC =.=
but somehow we got to Sg. Wang after that
Vincent got his screen protector for his new Samsung Omnia 2
GempakStarz thingy held in Sg. Wang.
Met Quek!!!!!! with her golden/blonde-ish wig
and she couldn't stand that she's not wearing BLACK!!
Snapped pics with her and Vince
Went on to Low Yat to upgrade Vince's phone
but the Samsung Customer Service was closed *liiiikke duh!* =.=
Strolls around Low Yat till my legs sore
Next stop: Times Square!
Getting tired. Too much of walking. ( I hate stairs, Vince.. )
Find one great chill-out place: BASKIN ROBBINS!
lol... had the sweetilicious great caramel waffle.
Rum Raisin and Strawberry Cheesecake. :)
Sat there for quite some time. Just chilling out. Looking at people around.
Guys. Girls. Kids. Clothes. Shorts *ahem*. Skirts. Heels.
Window shopping.
Killer heels. I love 'em all! Especially those Oxfords.
Can someone buy for me?? :'(
And omg those cool tees in Ed&Ed.
Brilliant! * Play Station?! lol.. inside joke! *
I gotta go off by then. But just realized it was raining like so freaking heavy outside!
I couldn't even take the lrt like that =.=
So I called mummy. Dad came to fetch me :)
Vincent window shopped for a while and headed back to KLCC for a concert.
And me? went home and had dinner with my family and grandparents and uncle.
My day :)
Fun!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

原来流泪也是一种罪?


“IQ好又怎样?EQ却是那么的低。”

这句话依然隐隐地绕在耳边。
因之前的事而早已泣不成声的我,忙着把眼泪擦干。 可是越擦,眼泪越是流。结果流得满脸都是,又被骂了一句:“总是那么的emotional。”

这句话,什么意思?是在说我太情绪化不是件好事吗?很惹人厌?流泪是错误的吗?现在的我很丢脸是吗?我哭,我情绪化就是代表着我彷徨无助吗?坚强的人都不哭?还是要我像个不流泪的无情动物,才显得我EQ好?

有时我会觉得流泪是种无助的symbol,所以总会想要刻意不流泪,把自己装成很坚强。自然而然身边的人也不禁觉得我是个开朗兼没烦恼的人,也是个很坚强的女生。
但事实上, 真的是如此吗?

这样会窒息,真的会。

有时候,心里憋着了一大堆心事,憋得快喘不过气来。但就是不愿意与其他人分享。觉得自己的问题, 就好像是自己的小秘密。 把问题与心事都藏在心里,就仿佛把自己的一部分挽留在身边。
可是最近也发现了,原来当你有个倾向的对象, 有个宽广的肩膀正为你接着你的泪水时,心头的大事就能够被放下,心中的结就能解系。这,也不尝是件坏事,对不?


抛下坚强的面具,露出一副软弱,一副陌生的面孔。 这样的我,你认识吗?


不晓得。


对我而言, 流泪从来不是一种罪。
就像Sammy郑秀文曾经说过,


眼泪是用来流的,并不是用来忍的。 释放真正的情感是人享有的基本自由。爱一个人, 不应以泪为耻。 哭,有时是一种廉宜的心灵药水。 每哭过一次,脱离悲痛就更多, 距离快乐就更近。

Friday, November 13, 2009

上五楼的快活- 3. 多少




我用尽所有方式
找个人给我安慰
度过寂寞的黑夜
我问守候的天使
也许她能够体会
这无助让我很累
走到无路可退
我还能相信谁

用多少天
用多少年的跌跌撞撞才找到终点
用多少伤痛的心,爱才不离开身边
用多少谎言去掩饰彼此的不完美
要用多少个世纪让我看透一切

我走在这个城市
熟悉又陌生的脸
有谁能给我安慰
我问守护的天使
也许她能够体会
这无助让我好累
走到无路可退
我还能相信谁
用多少天
用多少年的跌跌撞撞才找到终点
用多少伤痛的心,爱才不离开身边
用多少谎言去掩饰彼此的不完美
要用多少个世纪让我看透一切


我没有任何防备
没方向到处地追
没翅膀却好想飞
我努力顺风跟随
黑或白找不到个绝对
全都是灰






Saturday, November 7, 2009

Mika. We Are Golden. Happy Ending




From Mika's latest album>Boy Who Knew Too Much, I really think that "We Are Golden" is one of the best tracks.
The lyrics is somewhat inspiring, cheeky, young, vibrant.
What about the music video ( I hate to say this but I can't post the video here so pls click here to view it. ) ?
Aha, it just made me smile ^_____________^
Mind you, I'm not talking about how a half-naked swinging and jumping and spinning around man makes me smile.
It's the idea of the vid. The concept. The direction of the song and the video.
The toys, the colours, the atmosphere, the decors, the room. YES THE ROOM.
And MIKA. I think he did great in the music video. It was so carefree. Very much sink into the mood of the song I'll say.
Just like the song lyrics:
We are
not what you think we are, we are golden, we are golden.
Young and teenage-like.
The moment the song starts, I felt that this video is gonna be something worth watching. And indeed it was. It is.
From how it starts,, at 0:28, ( arrgghh can't post ah the vid... T T )
And 1:05, I definitely see traces of Jim Carrey!! ( Count Olaf, anyone? ) Well in fact there is lots of traces of Jim C. in this video huh?
1:58, just make me grin grin grin! ( love the action/dance/swing/move/watever is it )
and gosh, I just the idea of 2;10, don't you? and NO ONE ( read: unless you are visually-challenged aka blind :P ) can even miss the scenes how pink lasers coming out of his body!!! it's EVERYWHERE! bluek :P
and his vocals do give me goosebumps sometimes. it's a good thing! >.<
Do check out the rest of his songs in this album, Like: Toy Boy, Blue Eyes, and Good Gone Girl. Catchy tunes and really worth listening to ..
I got his previous "Life in Cartoon Motion" album, and guys, if you havent heard of the song "Happy Ending" (nice music video too!) , I would assume that you landed in the wrong planet. And check out his "Any Other World" and "Over My Shoulder". Something different for the taste buds. ( no no, in this case, your hearing buds? is there such thing? lol.. XD )
Anyway, hope you'll enjoy! :)

Thursday, November 5, 2009

When Randomness Struck..

When randomness struck.
When I look at the night-sky.
When the moon hides behind the mist of all.




And I just want to say that I'm exhausted.





Tell me. Am I breathing? Am I still breathing?




Sometimes, I need a hand to hold...


I need a shoulder to cry on....



Hugs. Yes I need hugs. I love hugs.




An occasional peck on the forehead. Or the cheek will do too.

Can I have love?




Yes, I love you.




GAN

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

UCSI University Choir Concert

*pics courtesy by Kendrick Ng. ( Click me! )

Faculty of Music, Social Sciences and Design
- School of Music -
presents
UCSI University Choir Concert





After weeks of practices, ( choir practices and respective sectional practices ), music students in UCSI University would now be able take a break from choir :)
Just like the tradition in UCSI's School of Music, the end of semesters would usually be marked with the choir concert. And in this choir concert, all music students ( namely from junior concert, senior concert, and concert choir. ) up to certain semesters are required to perform in the choir, as it is part of their final assessment in the particular subject - CHOIR!
As for me, just graduated from high school last year, I'm taking Foundation in Music ( currently 2nd semester ) and being a freshie around the University, this is only my second choir concert that I had participated.

So frankly, this is really something new for me. Grades awarded and assessed through choir performances, whereby we are to performed in front of a hall-ful of audiences.. ( as all the students are supposed to bring a friend or two of theirs to the concert. ) It's just spectacular.
Nevertheless, this choir concert is very much like a big gathering for many music students in the university. We get to meet some friends that we don't really get to meet everyday.
This time around, I've joined the Concert Choir ( from the previous Junior Choir ) , conducted by Mr Ian Lim, a well-known vocal and choir teacher, as well as the Artistic and Music Director of our Malaysia's very own Dithrambic Singers. While on the other hand, both the junior and senior choir are conducted by Ms. Rachel Tan.
What about the song choices? Yes yes, rest assure, the songs were definitely interesting enough to keep the audiences listening. Ranging from Japanese children song "Hotaru Koi" - ( by Junior choir ) , to some traditional Spanish carol " Fum, Fum, Fum " ( by Senior choir ) , and even some early Christmas songs " Christmas Glory Medley " ( by Senior & Junior choir ) .
As for our Concert choir, two songs were chosen: "Requiem Aeternam" from "Requiem" by John Rutter, and "Three Australian Bush Songs - Dawn, Birds, & Sunset" by Iain Grandage. *kah koo kah koo kah koo koo kah koo kah koo kah*
Performing 10 songs in total, the three choirs definitely did a great job.
Just like the popular Chinese saying: Ten minutes on stage, ten hours off stage. ( or did I get the translation correctly? ) After weeks and weeks of practices: repeating phrases, catching the melodies, hitting the notes, controlling the dynamics, and memorizing the lyrics as well as the performance directions, the concert was the peak at the end of the day.
It was satisfying, I would say. I did my best, we ALL did our best. And the best part of all, we had the time of our life. We enjoyed the music and hope the audiences enjoyed as well.
At the end of the concert, Mr. Ian even told us that he heard someone from the audiences actually thank us for the performance, after we sang the "Three Australian Bush Songs" . Again, as I said, it was satisfying. The appreciation from the audiences towards our performances are priceless.
And the thing with being a music student is that, it's not only about playing instruments, it's not only about making good music.
It's all about how you discipline yourself, how you learn new things ( and keep them with you for a long time .. ), how you would want to interact with the others.
Or how you would want to interpret music, how you manage your time and work (perform) under pressure.
For the record, being a music student is NO piece of cake. *shakes head vigorously*
Many would have the misconception that music students only play music all day long, and no exams and it's such an easy job.
And many would even think, music students aren't academically-capable.
Tell this to any music student.
And get ready for the dramatic disbelief expression ( okay or maybe a faint head-shake of disagree, and a small laugh of sarcasm.. ) and a looooong sigh and looooooong speech of what are we, music students supposed to do.
You know what, not any ordinary people can manage to excel in this field.
You need extra-s.
Extra hardwork.
Extra talent.
Extra determination.
Extra confidence.
Extra discipline.
And For yours truly here, I'm doing my best.
I've chosen this field, regardless of numerous opposing objections towards my "mistake" made.
It's not a mistake. It's a choice.
And I'll need to prove myself in this fiels.
To be an aspiring musician.To be an aspiring singer.
Music is part of everyone's life, it's just that music plays a BIGGER part in my life.
Quoting the recent MPO's advertisement tagline:
"If music be the food of love, we'd be seriously over-weight!"
And I couldn't agree more.
So that wraps out the night. The concert.
And let the pictures do the talking! ( well in fact I've talked alot! )
* Picture Courtesy by Kendrick Ng.
The Senior & Junior choir performing "Let The Whole Earth Stand in Awe" by George Frederick Handel, and "Christmas Glory Medley" arr. Lari Goss.
Both songs were conducted by Ms Rachel Tan.
*Picture Courtesy by Kendrick Ng.
Concert choir performing "Three Australian Bush Songs" -(Acapella. )
Conducted by Mr Ian Lim. ( fondly known as Lao Shi - teacher. )
Me, together with best friend Ng Hong Liang and Mr. Ian Lim ( middle ).


With the members of Junior choir.
From left: Emily Low, yours truly, Soh Rou Yen, Amelia Ng ( behind ) , and See Tsuey Yun.


Best buddies: Vincent Choo, Amelia Ng and Ng Hong Liang.


Together with Phaik Sim! *wondering what'll happen later during choir?*

For more pictures and videos, pls check out the album at my Facebook page. ( err, though "the use of unauthorized recording deivces is stritly prohibited. " oops! )